From the age of five, I would have multiple spiritual experiences for which I could not put into words nor explain what I was seeing. I had both good experiences where I saw the pristine light of God, and good angelic spirits. I also experienced the false and deem lights of evil and demonic spirits. Both seemed to intermingle with people around me who could not preserve them. I could see how people were being influenced by the spiritual world in both good and bad ways. I could also see how they would whisper in people's ears and even enter their bodies temporarily. These experiences ignited a solemn pledge to walk in God’s light and resist all evils. What many found good and righteous turned out to be full of lies and false convictions.
My resistance to predominant beliefs caused me to become an outsider and a loner because I was surrounded by people who were influenced by dark and evil forces. By the age of Ten, I could recall dreams and premonitions that would happen the next day or week and it felt like I was living in a twilight zone or déjà vu. My dreams showed me what I was and why I had taken on an incarnation to bring love and light to the world. I also saw the path I must take and the trials I would face which will allow me to deepen in my partnership with God and achieve God’s purpose for humanity.
Since God intends for our souls to become Christ consciousness, He will take us through experiences similar to the one Jesus went through. This includes, hate, loneliness, temptations, stress, rejection, criticism and many other problems because spiritual tests lead to a partnership with God. During our spiritual tests, we are left completely alone although not alone and those times, God is intimately present with us at the deepest level giving us support.