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Before the throne of God, I lay the blood filled corpse of my son and demand justice upon the world. And God will answer me because of what I am. And before my feet, the world will fall to its knees and beg my forgiveness and I will not give it because they showed the innocent no mercy. Their recompense shall be made be made just. All lying tongues will be twisted, all evil plots set on fire, their wicked business, their disgusting plans and plotting institutions will fall to dust against the wrath of an angel scorned.

Very few people are willing to confront their Shadow archetypes in life. They do not want to stare down their Shadows because the deeper they look, the deeper the rabbit-hole seems to go. So, they simply live in denial or reaction to these unconscious fear patterns, not realizing that their outer lives are a direct reflection of this repression. Those who fear this confrontation are apt to avoid those who do. The ones who repress and pretend cannot bare to be compelled to look within. Psychotherapy is generally considered the work of the lame and weak hearted by those who would rather not confront their fears. To really look deeply into your fears is to undergo a major transmutation, one which eventually becomes cosmic and even the path of evolution into the Lightbody. Transmutations are not a comfortable business for people at the Shadow level of consciousness because to go through such an alchemical process you have to let go of all definitions of who and what you are. What we humans don’t realize is that the grail we seek is hiding beneath our fear. The very thing that terrifies you the most is your route to a higher evolution. This is why all mainstream religions are founded upon the duality of good and evil. In keeping evil separate from good, we are actually denying the very part of our nature that will allow us to directly experience the Divine. Evil is nothing but our fear manifested in the world. When we deny of our Shadows, we are not only dishonoring of ourselves, but we are also dishonoring life itself. If you cannot honor yourself, then you certainly cannot honor others. It means that you listen to someone through your own agenda, so you only hear what you want to hear. You carefully edit out all the shadows that you don’t want to look at in yourself. This creates a biofeedback loop that conceals more and more repressed memories. We are literally reinforcing our self-limiting patterns. The ancients referred to this as the accumulation of karma. This has led to the belief that one can offset this negative karma by doing good deeds to accumulate positive karma. However, such practices never lead to true freedom because your unconscious Shadows remain unaccepted and repressed. The very urge of life is to transmute itself so therefore, by denying your shadows, you deny your own evolution.

Into the ethereal world, darkness lies spread over this earth! This has been happening for a very long time already. So dense and firm is the suffocating energy that holds the earth that every earnest seeker who perceives the light may quickly loose their hold like loosing oxygen. Without fanning the flame, the light quickly fades and dies out. The current ethereal condition of the planet is now manifesting at its worst and it is dreadful. Anyone with a fraction of a spiritual eye who can get only five seconds to glimpse what is happening would from sheer horror be deprived of all hope of salvation! – All this has been brought about by widespread guilt and humanity’s propensities. We have become our own worst enemy. Now even those few who were earnestly striving upwards towards the light are now in danger of being swept into darkness at a sinister speed. It is like a choking embrace, which is followed inevitably by fatal absorption. Absorption into a disgusting swamp, in which everything sinks without a sound. There is no longer a struggling, but only a still, silent, gruesome choking and none seem to recognize it. Spiritual indolence/laziness is blinding humanity to this fatal ending. But all the time the swamp is sending poisonous emanations, which slowly weaken those who are still strong and alert, so that they, too, will fall asleep and sink away powerless. That is the state of affairs on earth today. It is not a picture that I am making up as anyone can see the truth themselves. Since all ethereal matter bears forms, created and animated through men’s intuitive perceptions, such a happening actually takes place continually. And this is the environment that awaits those who live in lies as they cross over when they must leave this earth, and cannot be led upwards to the more luminous and beautiful regions. Darkness grows ever more dense and the time draws near when for a while this earth must be left to the rule of Darkness, without direct help from the Light, because humanity enforced this through their choice. The consequences of the choice of the majority is bound to bring this ending. – It is a time when many prophets were once permitted to see, when God will veil His Countenance. – Everywhere there is night. Yet during the deepest affliction when everything, including what is better, is also in danger of sinking away, at the same time dawn will now break! But the dawn will first bring the pains of a great purification, which is inevitable before the salvation of all serious seekers can begin; for no helping hand can be offered to all those who pursue useless and materialistic ends! Most of humanity will fall headlong into those terrible depths where alone they can still hope for an awakening through such torments that they must come to loathe themselves. Those who with apparent impunity who have succeeded in hindering the upward striving ones will become silent and more pensive, until finally, begging and whimpering, they will surrender to the Truth. Then it will not be so easy for them; they will be irresistibly led through the path of the inexorable Laws of Divine Justice, until they come to the recognition of their wicked ways.

Galactic Astrology and Escaping the Halls of Armenti

I gave my son to the world and they crucified him again and again and again. They recognized him not but judged his innocence and mocked his identity. My son is a son of God. He cannot die because he is immortal. The very day his body was buried he rose again. A light came from the heavens and shined upon him. He was risen. Why is it that human beings cannot see spirits who are said to be actually in the room with them? Naturally, people are not all satisfied to be told simply that it is because they are not clairvoyants, and have not the soul-sight. They want a still clearer explanation. My son is a light of God, he exists beyond a body, and so does his dwelling-place, that I set for him. I would give you this picture as proof my son is resurrected. I could give a dozen elaborate explanations, but no mortal human being who are unable to see the spirits would be much wiser after I do so. They are quick to forget the multitude of miracles I lay before them. My son is guiltless, he did not die because he is immortal. And you will see that he is redeemed, and have never been separated from me. In this understanding lies the remembering, for it is the recognition of love without fear. There is great joy in Heaven on his homecoming for the redeemed son of man is the guiltless Son of God and to recognize him in each other lies our redemption. So take heart all who have buried a loved one. In this one truth may your tears be wiped forever. We can never die, for we are eternally immortal. Christ’s vision is the Holy Spirit’s gift, God’s alternative to the illusion of separation and to the belief in the reality of sin, guilt and death. It is the one correction for all errors of perception; the reconciliation of the seeming opposites on which this world is based. Its kindly light shows all things from another point of view, reflecting the thought system that arises from knowledge and making return to God not only possible but inevitable. What was regarded as injustice done to one by someone else now becomes a call for help and for union. Sin, sickness and attack are seen as misperceptions calling for remedy through gentleness and love. Defenses are laid down because where there is no attack there is no need for them. Our brothers’ needs become our own, because they are taking the journey with us as we go to God. Without us they would lose their way. Without them we could never find our own. In joy, in peace, in love Khadijat Quadri LPC, NCC

"We are Volunteers not Victims." - Rilwan Quadri

On the early morning of August 21st 2023, my son Rilwan Quadri was transfigured into the light of God. I was graced with the immeasurable opportunity to watch him embraced by the pure light of GOD. Prior to that, we had a heart-to-heart conversation of release and forgiveness. He told me that he attended his funeral and wanted to take the time to thank everyone who dropped their daily lives to give a show of support. He thanked his uncles and aunties, cousins, siblings and friends for their swift action. The Islamic community for their commitment to brotherhood and their prayers of intercession. He thanked all who showed their emotional and financial support and wanted them to know that their contributions helped him make a successful transition into the heavens. My son is in a good and happy place. He is relieved to finally get to doing what he truly wants. He is surrounded by ancient relatives and emersed in the love of GOD. I used to share a story that the Buddha gave about karma. Of a man whose son was murdered. The son was released from all cyclic existence and all karmic debt paid which released his soul to Nirvana. The father who makes a choice to forgive his son’s murderer does so for his own redemption and the murderer will atone for his own actions. For these reasons, both the son and father must thank the assailants for the opportunities for redemption. In the Quran, Allah promises redemption to anyone who’s life was taken unjustly. In the bible, God allows the innocent to die because such death is only temporary. They will inherit eternal life with joy, peacefulness, and glory. I thank the enemies. For these reasons and more, I thank his assailants, and the defenders of the assailants. The law enforcements that refuse to demand justice. The ones who prosecuted the innocent. The social media for spreading false rumors. The systems and intuitions of racism and discrimination, I thank you. The ones to send messages to tell me “It serves me right”. The ones who turned a blind eye. The ones who cursed my son and told me that he would amount to nothing. I am truly grateful for you also aided in the transfiguration of my son. ….And Just so you know, heaven is filled with souls of all religions, race and ethnicities. So the biblical saying.. In my father’s house are many mansions. Let us never forget that our goal is God. My son’s transfiguration will only serve to deepen my resolve to do God’s will. Now, all that is needful is to train our minds to overlook all little senseless aims, and to remember that our goal is God. His memory is hidden in our minds, obscured but by our pointless little goals which offer nothing, and do not exist. Shall we continue to allow God’s grace to shine in unawareness, while the toys and trinkets of the world are sought instead? God is our only goal, our only Love. We have no aim but to remember Him.